Thursday, February 21, 2008

Precious has ascended today, but remains in my heart

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Precious was about six years old. She came to the rescue that I volunteer for from a senior citizen who had tripped on the dog breaking the dogs rib and senior’s hip. She was with me for about three years. On Monday we had been out gardening and enjoying the weather. Tuesday morning she could barely stand. I brought her to the vet’s office later that day.

She couldn’t stand; she was anemic and perhaps bleeding internally. The vet had her on i.v.’s and antibiotics. Precious had some mystery mega infection that no one knows where it came from. I had already lost so much, grieved so much, and I continue to not understand why all of this is happening to me.

I decided to contact a psychic for some answers. Asking: What is wrong with Precious. Is she going to leave me? Why? What happened? Why is God taking all of my babies?? How can I continue to be strong?

I talked with the vet's office Thursday at 9:50 am pacific and she was still earth bound. At 10:22, she ascended. I had already received the psychic read and had got the message loud and clear and will try to honor her life with changing mine. I hope that she is at peace now with the others and her previous mom.

Here’s what the psychic sent to me from Precious:

Dear Maria,
It is always very difficult giving information from emotional communications back to someone, particularly if some of it is about the person themselves and not only their beloved animal friend. I wanted to check a few details with you first to be extra sure of my connection with Precious before we continued which is why I asked you to respond to the details below. Here is the rest of the communication.

It feels like Precious has been stung in her rear (right?) paw between the toes and the pad, or possibly bitten which felt like a sting to her. Her body feels under attack from this.
It doesn't feel like anything she ate, but please check the plants you were planting and others on the dangerous plant list just in case I have this wrong. http://www.ttlntl.co.uk//2/Health/poisonplants.htm

It feels like something like 'poison' has entered her blood stream, first going up her leg.
She tells me she wants to pass over quickly.
There is sadness in her eyes, the grief and sadness are overwhelming her.
Her organs are failing and her heart feels under stress.
She says again 'being poisoned.'
She says of you, you have been crying a lot and also 'calling for help'.
It feels like the animals are trying to change your consciousness, your awareness of life, to help you on your journey.
Precious says she feels tired.
It almost feels like she needs antihistamine/anti-poison.
Precious' immunity is not very strong so it is hard for her to fight this.

1. Why is this happening?
Precious says, 'Because there always has to be change, new beginnings, new life. Transformation from the old to the new.'

2. What happened?
She says, 'I was bitten, stung.'
Massive allergic reaction. Her body can not cope, feels like it is being poisoned and shutting down.

3. Are the other dogs at risk?
'Precious says,
'Not in the same way.
But they do need healing.
So do you.
Set your limits, your boundaries.
You have to love yourself to be able to love us and heal us.
Focus on your own health and happiness.
We are trying to heal you, to rescue you.
This is why we are in your life.
We love you unconditionally, because you do not love yourself.
We wish for you to be happy, joyful and free.
When your healing begins, our healing begins.
You were looking for a spiritual message, here it is.
Self worth is important.
Your self worth is important.
We love you with all our heart.
We want you to love you with all your heart.
This is our simple request of you.
Stop hiding behind your love of others, and remember to love yourself again.
Our health is mixed in with your health.
Our emotions are mixed in with your emotions.
Take time for your own therapy, your own healing and release your negative thoughts once and for all.'

4. Why are so many of my animals leaving me?
Precious says,
'We are ascending to the light where it is light and joyful.
Many animals are leaving, not just us.
We are not 'yours', not your possessions, you do not own us, we are free spirits always.'

5. Tell her I love her, although I am sure she knows as I know she loves me.
'Yes, I love you.'

6. I was thinking of cremating her remains and burying her with the cats, okay?
'Yes'.

7. How am I to be strong in the face of so much loss?
Precious says,
'Find you inner strength.
You do not need to look anywhere else.
The inner strength is the strongest.
You can support yourself.
You can be strong.
Look at this from another perspective.
You are not a victim.
Say to yourself, "I am not a victim".
Everything happens for a reason.
Look inside you for the answers.
Loose is about letting go too.
Really letting go.
Letting go of all that is negative and does not serve your greatest good.
Let go of these things in yourself and you will find your strength, your "couragee" once more.

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My feeling is that Precious wishes you to help her to ascend.
To assist her journey to a more peaceful and contented place for her to exist now, outside of her physical body.
It feels like all her organs are failing.
She has been bitten and her body can not cope.
She feels very tired now.
The vet's can see that her body is dying.
She wishes to go to the light.
'I want to be FREE'.
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Talk with you vet. Maybe they can quickly ascertain whether this is a bite/sting and take the necessary action to stop Precious feeling like this. If this isn't the case please consider and discuss with them whether it would be better for Precious to assist her to heaven.

I am thinking of you both at this difficult time.

with love,
Pea

couragee@aol.com wrote:
Precious comes across as a little worrier and she likes to yap. Yes

She is very affectionate and can wriggle. Yes

Precious is sweet natured. Yes

She likes to sleep next to you in bed. Yes

She has stiff hips but loves running fast. Maybe

She eats dog food from a can and also has biscuits shaped like bones. Some
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Can I ask has the vet given her any charcoal or vitamin E? Vitamins no charcoal.
Were you were planting in your garden? Yes

-----Original Message-----
From: Animal Thoughts
To: couragee@aol.com
Sent: Thu, 21 Feb 2008 6:37 am
Subject: Precious - first impressions
Dear Maria,
I have been communicating with Precious for you. With the time difference I am not sure whether you will pick this email up as it is early morning where you are.

Here are some things I would like to check with you before I carry on. Can you please say yes or no after each sentence.
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Precious comes across as a little worrier and she likes to yap.

She is very affectionate and can wriggle.

Precious is sweet natured.

She likes to sleep next to you in bed.

She has stiff hips but loves running fast.

She eats dog food from a can and also has biscuits shaped like bones.
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Can I ask has the vet given her any charcoal or vitamin E?
Were you were planting in your garden?

Thinking of you both,
Pea
Pea Horsley
Animal Communicator
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